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¤_~ One LoVe!OH MY GOD!!! I F*KD KENNY!!! June 15 8yrs later!shit been 2 yrs already since i been here! well it toke that long but i finaly got my kenny! :) February 12 emotional wrecki cant deal with this bullshit anymore,
friends creep from da past, the x reapears but for no reason...and one luv wut to say bout him enh?????????
im still jus there for a good ride, practical only wen needed , but .......... u know wut i aint got fuk all interesting to say and i aint givin a shit bout this intertaining!!!!!! all or nothin!!!wow ,this week as ben a good example to the famous sayin its all or nothin!!!its been da week 2 old findings;3 people who i have been wonderin wut they were up to...wich ide pretty much givin up on the idea of finding them...........suddenly appear from no where..............
crazy yo!!!!!im happy but at the same time can stir up sum old shit dat shouldnt even be 2 out of 3 r linked to same old past history wit me...n wit each other and one can affect wut part of still my present.
c theres nothin 2 b complicated really but tell them that there the ones at one point that made up a big story that wasent even there in tha first place...aaaah boyz them and there vivid imagination!
or in sum cases there insecurities comes from wut they do wrong themselves.... January 15 words where i find myselfsomewhere i belong ; linkin park
(when this began),i had nothin to say
and i get lost in the nothingness inside me
(i was confused) and i let it all out to find
that im not the only person with these things in mind
(inside of me)
but all that they can see the words revealed
is the only real thing that ive got left to feel
(nothing to lose)
just stuck ,hollow and alone
and the fault is my own,
i wanna heal,i wanna feel what i thought was never real
i wanna let go of the pain ive felt so long
(erase all the pain till its gone)
i wanna heal,i wanna feel like im close to something real
i wanna find something ive wanted all along
somewhere i belong
and ive got nothin to say
i cant beleive i didnt fall right down on my face
(i was confused)
lookin everywhere only to find
that its not the the i had imagined it all in my mind
(so what am i )
what do i have but negativity
cuz i cant justify the way,everyone is looking at me
(nothing to lose)
nothing to gain nothing ,hallow and alone
and the fault is my own,
i will never know myself until i do this on my own
and i will never feel anything until my wounds are healed
i will never be anything till i break away from me
i will break away,ill find myself today.
this group(likin park) one day just fell in my years do to a friend ide ride with and shed blast this in her car
as stupid has it might sound to lots of you,there was a start to therapy,to facing,realising,admitting,and healing from the truth...i found myself in these words thinking i should have wrote this just like probably some of you have related to one or many songs b4 and more to come...but hey they have at least 5 where i related just on one album,anyways point to this is even tho these guys will never know this and the good its brought i thank them,and lets not 4get i might not be as close to her as i use to b,but i havent forgotten all the good moments,thanks Farah for havin me gettin to know likin park,givin me a little escape from all my rap....reggae and gettho music
thanx for lending me your c.d and thanx for replaying the songs over and over in the car just for me!!!!!!!
so if i write these words from there songs on my blog its to make aware that tho it might not be the style you listen to,even if it might just sound like noise to you,its worth hearing if not at least reading. January 01 LET IT GO,part of inspiring email i receivedLET IT GO!
when people can walk away from you ,let them walk
dont try to talk another person into staying with you
loving u,calling u,caring bout u,comin 2 c u,stayin attached 2 u,
i mean hang up tha phone........
people leave you because they are not joined 2 u,&if they r not joined 2 u ,u cant make them stay.
let them go,
dosent mean they r a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over.and u got 2 know when peoples part in your story is over so that u dont keep trying 2 raise the dead
youve got 2 know wen its dead
youve got 2 know wen its over
if you are holding on 2 something that dosent belong 2 u &was never intented 4 ur life,then u need 2 LET IT GO
if u r holding 2 past hurt & pains,let it go
if someone cant treat u right,luv u bak,& c ur worth;let it go
if someone angered u,let it go
if u r holding on 2 some thoughts of evil & revenge;let it go
if u r involved in a wrong relationship or addiction;let it go
if u have a bad attitude;let it go
if u r judging others 2 make yourself feel better;let it go
if u r struggling with the healing of a broken relationship ;let it go
if u keep tryin 2 help someone who wont even try 2 help themselves;let it go
if your feeling depressed & stressed;let it go
get right or get left,think about it,and then......
let it go
and another,da sweet side...makes u wonder????words of wisdomfrom kenny
oct,14,2005
read each carefully and think a second or 2
1.i love you not because of who you are,but because of who i am when im with you.
2.no man or women is worth your tears,and the one who is wont make you cry.
3.just because someone dosent love you the way you want them to,dosent meen they dont love you with all they have.
4.a true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and reaches your heart
5.the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you cant have them.
6. never frown,even wen you are sad,because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7.to the world you may be one person,but to one person you may be the world
8.dont waste your time on a man or women who isint willing to waste their time on you.
9.maybe god wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right ones so that wen we finaly meet the person,we will knowto be gratefull.
10.dont cry because it is over,smile because it happend.
11.theres always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more carefull about who you trust next time around
12.make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13.
dont try so hard ,the best things come when you least expect them to.
remember:whatever happens,happens for a reason!
and from here started my awakening!!!! so if you wonder today 1luv,now u know..........forever in my heart even tho apart..... |
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